worship

led worship at cell for the second time. thankfully somehow as i started, all the butterflies in my stomach just disappeared. and i think it really helped a lot that i have been listening to the songs i had chosen like OVER AND OVER again the entire close to 3 hours before cell and quite often throughout the week as well. argh. fortunately, i really love those songs, so it didn't stress out my ears all that much.

and second time, i think there's some improvement from my first attempt. finally, i didnt feel that my brain is gonna split from all the multi-tasking, and the signalling comes more naturally now. There were still some awkward parts no doubt but i felt an improvement from the previous time. And thanks to our cell people who are just really nice, not minding being a fool for God and all dancing along to our opening song despite some awkwardness.

And i really thank God for His help that i could still worship as I lead this time round. previously, these 2 tasks somehow couldn't co-exist. And in fact, i was quite moved as we came to the closing song. God really made it happened the way i had envisioned. the minimal music pure worship, the voices of everyone slowly building up as we sang the song as a prayer.

But anyway, long long way to go. much much to work on. so add oil add oil!

caught time traveller after cell, with the rover peeps. Gosh... work is kicking in, and i am still too caught up with my leisure time. argh... :( hung out late at wala wala yesterday, and then movie tonight. arghh... there's still all these readings and my PS mid term!! :((( sigh~~ but thank God, at least this hectic week is over, duties for cell completed, project outline submitted, route 66 sorta memorised. phew~