like being shot by a bullet

ok frantically rushing out rysec proposal so no time to blog though i wanna blog. wanna blog abt music, abt the gigs etc. but later.

for now AHHHHHHHHH i need to ventilate!! oh my gosh, really like being shot by a bullet. world vision closed the door!!! God slammed my door shut again. oh gosh..... what can I do? what shd i do?? WWJD???